curhatan suka-suka

Hello hello bloggers,
udah lama bgt gw ga nge-post disini. setelah gw liat-liat ternyata blog gw lenje2 abis yaaa, jd malu sendiri.
tapi gpp namanya jg dulu msh ababil :p

kalo kmrn2 gw ngepost pas msh sma, skrg udh bda krn gw uh kuliah! finally ya! dr dulu gw udh kpengen ninggalin masa2 sma. tp ga jarang gw kgn sma. sm tmen2nya, suasananya, guru2nya, ujiannya, semuanya deh :)

ehmm, curhat apa ya skrg? hehe. gw udh ga mau post mellow2 lg kaya dulu :p
sebenernya sih gw post ini cm iseng2 doang krn ga ada kerjaan. har ini gw kgn bgt bgt sm bokap gw. yak! bokap gw udh meninggal sejak gw msh sd. emg sih ga gitu dkt, tp hari ini ga tau knp lg kgn bgt :( gw ga sedih kok, gw tau he got a better life there :D
bokap gw itu orgnya keras bgt alias disiplin. anak2ny hrs selalu dpt bgs kalo ulangan, kalo ga dihukum angkat kaki 1 smbil jewer kuping. kita jg ga blh msk area dapur (dy tkt anaknya knp2). tp ga tau knp gw mlah seneng masak skrg. turunan nykp kali ya :p tp gw bngga bgt sm bokap gw. walaupun dy galak, tp dy tegas dan punya pendirian. dy bs jd cth yg baik buat gw dan cc gw. yaaa agak kecewa sih memang pas tau dy udh hopeless buat sembuh dr strokenya smp akhirnya d dipanggil Tuhan. tp gw prcaya ini yg terbaik buat semuanya.

skrg2 ini, hubungan nykp, gw, cc gw sm keluarga bokap ga gitu deket. sm spupu2pun demikian. sedih sih, pgn bs kumpul breng lg, bercanda2 yaaa layaknya sodara aja :)) gw syg bgt bgt sm bokap gw dan tentunya sm keluarga dr bokap. smg aj suatu saat bs kumpul bareng lg :'D tapi buat kluarga dr nyokap tenang aja, gw jg syg kok sm mreka hehehe :p

apa lg ya? sisanya hidup gw fine2 aja, so far so good. semuanya berjalan baik sesuai kehendak-Nya. gw bs kuliah d jurusan yg gw suka dan gw msk culinary loh! pgn bgt jd executive chef. doain ya semuaaaa! hehe :p
punya sahabat yg baik2 bgt sm gw, trima apa adanya dan mw bantuin gw. buat *no name* thx bgt bgt, buat H.O.T jg yg udh melengkapi hari2 g. dan ga lupa tmen2 kuliah gw yg jg baik hehe. lopyupul deh :p
buat pacar sih sampe skrg blm, krn blm nemu yg bnr2 cocok dan yg bnr2 errhhh buat gw smpe ntr nikah wkwkwk. fyi, gw abis bca blog seseorang buat gw dlu (no mention), gilaaaa terharu bgt, thx ya. sorry gw ga bs jd org spesial buat lu. tp congrats ya skrg lu udh bs move on dan nemuin yg lbh baik dr gw :D

kayanya cukup segini dulu. bsk2 gw posting lg ya :) thx bgt buat yg udh mw baca blog gw yg isinya curhatan ga jelas hehe. doain gw terus y biar sukses! :p

karna gw nulisnya malem, gnight all :)) God bless you always!
night daddy, one day I'll make you proud. Promise ‎​☺
Byeee~

han namjaga geudaereul saranghamnida

geu namjaneun yeolsimhi saranghamnida

maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo

geu namjaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

ireoke baraman bomyeo honja

i baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang

gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakka i wa jogeumman

hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun

neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo

geu namjan umnida

geu namjaneun seonggyeogi sosimhamnida

geuraeseo utneun beobeul baewotdamnida

chinhan chinguegedo motaneun yaegiga manheun

geu namjaui maeumeun sangcheotuseongi

geuraeseo geu namjaneun geudael

neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo

tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo

hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andoeyo

nan sarangbatgo sipeo geudaeyeo

maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman

sorireul jireumyeo geu namjaneun oneuldo

geu yeope itdeyo

geu namjaga naraneun geol anayo

almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo

moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka

eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

ireoke baraman bomyeo honja

i babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang

gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni

jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman

hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun

neol saranghaneun nan

jigeumdo yeope isseo geu namjan umnida

One man loves you
That man loves you wholeheartedly
he follows you around like a shadow everyday
That man is laughing and crying

Just how much…how much more do I have to gaze at you alone
This love that came like the wind
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer…a little more
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you am next to you now
That man is crying.

That man is timid
So he learned how to laugh
That man has many stories that he can't even tell his best friend
So his heart is full of tears
That's why, That man
You, he loved you
Because you are just same as him
Yet another fool, yet another fool
Can't you hug me before you go?
I want to receive love, baby
Everyday in my heart,
Just in my heart,
I shout and
That man is next to her even today.

Do you know That man is me?
You're not pretending that you don't know, right?
You really don't know cause you're a fool.

Just how much... how much more do I have to gaze at you alone
This love that’s like a fool
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer...a little more...
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you is next to you now
That man is crying.

love this song ♥

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo

사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo

미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

-unknown-

dear my love,
do you ever think about us right now ?
do you know how I feel without you ?
if this is the last of my life, I just wanna tell you something.
you.
who are you ?
my February 26th.
I miss you and I need you.
that's all I really knew.
why you ?
when we're together, I gave you a half of my heart.
and when you go far far away from me, you kept a half of my heart.
let you think.
how a people live only with a half heart ?
that's it.
I can't live without you.
you taken the key of my heart.
no one else have it.
so come back to me, repair my heart, and bring joy to my life.
only you the one who broke my heart, can heal my broken heart.
hey love,
this is serious..
I need you and I needed you.
will you come back to me ?
I'll give you all of my heart.
you must know something.
I already changed, like you said "everyone changing"
you make me understand what is true love.
thank you love :)

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