-unknown-

dear my love,
do you ever think about us right now ?
do you know how I feel without you ?
if this is the last of my life, I just wanna tell you something.
you.
who are you ?
my February 26th.
I miss you and I need you.
that's all I really knew.
why you ?
when we're together, I gave you a half of my heart.
and when you go far far away from me, you kept a half of my heart.
let you think.
how a people live only with a half heart ?
that's it.
I can't live without you.
you taken the key of my heart.
no one else have it.
so come back to me, repair my heart, and bring joy to my life.
only you the one who broke my heart, can heal my broken heart.
hey love,
this is serious..
I need you and I needed you.
will you come back to me ?
I'll give you all of my heart.
you must know something.
I already changed, like you said "everyone changing"
you make me understand what is true love.
thank you love :)

satu yang pasti

Silih berganti
Hari demi hari
Bergulir tanpa berhenti
Dan tak pernah mungkin kembali

Satu yang pasti
Kasih yang terberi
Kan setia bagai mentari
Tak lelah sinari
Damaikan hati

Semua yang datang kan pergi
Sisakan lembaran memori
Tetapi kasihnya tetap tinggal disini

Satu persatu
Yang kita cintai
Takkan selamanya disini
Slalu mendampingi dihidup ini

Tak ada yang kekal abadi
Hanyalah cinta yang sejati
Karena kasihnya pasti tak pernah mati

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

my heart shatter into pieces :(

my shitty life !
I'm really shatter .
I can't feel my heart beat .
I can't normally breath .
It's because of you .
you destroy my whole life that full of happiness and smile .
you came into my life and now you leave me alone without say anything .
I'm disappointed with what you've done to me .
and now what should I do ?
how to forget you and start to enjoying my world like before ?
please tell me !
don't shut your mouth like this !
I don't know what to do .
I can't face the world right now .
I wish I get amnesia and then I forgot everything .
really I love you even you just make me your doll :(

copas

If you’re asking if I need you

the answer is FOREVER

If you’re asking is I’ll leave you

the answer is NEVER

If you’re asking what I value

the answer is YOU

If you’re asking if I love you

the answer is I DO

happy happy - an :D

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

and


Happy Valentine's Day

sorry yaa telat nge-post nyaa . tapi gpp deh . yg pntg kn ttep ngucapin ! :)
okee lah klo bgtuu , buat semuanyaa skali lgi gue ucapin selamat tahun baru imlek n selamat hari kasih sayang . smogaa d tahun baru ini kita lebih bisa berbagi kasih kpd sesamaa kita ! ahahhahaha .
have a great day everybodyyyy ! :D

swt

busett deh . napaa yaa orangg kdangg gagg bisaa ngehargain orangg lain yang berbedaa agamaa ? ckck . masaa d facebook ampee ngumbaar2 n ngjelek2in agamaa orangg lain ? yaa ampuun . please yaa . klo gagg sukaa yaa udaah . jgn dmasukin facebook gtu lh . gagg enak bgett x dliatnyaa . apalagi plus ngata2in . haduuh2 . tolongg yaa smuanyaa bs berpikir jernih dongg . smuaa agamaa samaa kali . Tuhannyaa jg 1 . knapaa haruus dpermasalahin sih ?

KEPOERS !

woy buat paraa orangg2 yg pd bacaa blog gue , thnks bgett yaa ! :) tpi please dongg buat paraa kepoers yg ngrasaa dirinyaa KEPO , tlongg yaa klo mauu bacaa yaa bacaa aj . gagg usaa byk komentar ! mulut bawel lu itu tlongg dlakban yee ! mles bgett dahh .

you are the one and forever in my heart

maybe I should die to make you happy
maybe I just a trash in your eyes
maybe I can't live beside you because of all of my mistake
maybe I can't hug you forever although as your best friend like you said
to my lover , I want you to know what I'm feeling for you
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
you must know it !
maybe I'm just a stupid person because I said "yes" to be friend with you
honestly , I'm still loving you
I don't know when this feeling gone with the wind
maybe you can happy and laugh with everyone with no pain because you don't love me no more
but I can't dude ! :(
please understand me
don't make me jealous
don't make me sad
don't make me cry
you can tell joke with your other friends or whatever
but don't in front of me
maybe I'm not a wonder woman
that can forget you easily and not crying every day
I'm just an ordinary girl
with many stupidity
if I can , I would to turn back the time
when we are together
when we love each other as boyfriend and girlfriend
not as best friend like this
you know ?
you said I'm change after we break
it's because I can't see your eyes
I'm too scare to talk with you
but I'm already try
once again , please understand me
don't force me to like previous
don't force me to forget you
don't force me to not crying
let me be myself
with all of my adversity

love = sadnessssssss :(

okay ! everything is already finished . he is not mine anymore :(
yaa ampuun.... gue udaa gagg bisaa ngmg deh . rasanyaa ancur remuk brantakan . huaaaaa T.T
gagg nyangkaa bgett klo akhrnyaa kek gni .
gue gagg kuatt ! bner2 gagg tahaan . gue gagg bisaa klo keadaannya kek gni .
rasanyaa idup gue ancuur . mgkn lebay . tpi emangg ituu yg gue rasain .
skarangg dy ud bkn puny gue lgi .
dy ud bebas mauu ngpain aj n gue ud gagg ad hak buat ngpa2in .
dan gue gagg akan pernaa bisaa milikin dy lgi .
mgkn sbg shabat pun , gue gagg tauu mampu ap gagg .
tiap kali gue liat dy , dger suaranyaa gue pgen nangis .
apalagi klo gue liat mtanyaa........ gue bner2 masi ngarep .
tapi gue bs ap ? gue ud gagg bs berbuat ap2 lgi buat pertahanin dy T.T