you are the one and forever in my heart

maybe I should die to make you happy
maybe I just a trash in your eyes
maybe I can't live beside you because of all of my mistake
maybe I can't hug you forever although as your best friend like you said
to my lover , I want you to know what I'm feeling for you
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
you must know it !
maybe I'm just a stupid person because I said "yes" to be friend with you
honestly , I'm still loving you
I don't know when this feeling gone with the wind
maybe you can happy and laugh with everyone with no pain because you don't love me no more
but I can't dude ! :(
please understand me
don't make me jealous
don't make me sad
don't make me cry
you can tell joke with your other friends or whatever
but don't in front of me
maybe I'm not a wonder woman
that can forget you easily and not crying every day
I'm just an ordinary girl
with many stupidity
if I can , I would to turn back the time
when we are together
when we love each other as boyfriend and girlfriend
not as best friend like this
you know ?
you said I'm change after we break
it's because I can't see your eyes
I'm too scare to talk with you
but I'm already try
once again , please understand me
don't force me to like previous
don't force me to forget you
don't force me to not crying
let me be myself
with all of my adversity